friends

i was backed again yesterday when we had our exam for a job opportunity. i saw larry, faith and other bpags, then poleco. well, im happy tlga coz finally i had someone i could talk to. we shared same depressions, anxieties, and thoughts. akala ko ako lang, un pala madmi din kami.

at first, ayokong tanggapin ung work because it's just half the pay i get before but then listening to larry, "maganda na ung nkapagsimula ka". so i went back this morning, we were endorsed at bdo so we went there.

the interview is quite bad. asar tlga! pinagduduldulan nya na polscie kmi and we are not qualified to be accepted for the position of office staff support. heller! polscie students are equipped with basic skills and clerical works are basic-encoding, documentation, processing, answering phone calls, etc. db? we are not less than anybody else who took other courses!

anyway, i think it's a blessing in disguise. why? because there are rumors that bdo are late when it comes to giving salary for their employees, not only that, khit mgovertime ka kuripot sla mgdagdag ng bayad. so aun...

i thought pguwi ko khit papano gagaan na ang pkiramdam ko. i opened fb, there i saw rachael's status- i got awesome friends. i felt alone. sana mgkaron ako ng friends n katulad ng sa kanya. my friends today are out of touch, ung mga ineexpect ko namn, di namn pala ganun ang turing sakin. i am sincere and genuine sa mga nagiging kaibigan ko, however, after some separation moments, nkakalimutan n nla ako. bkit nga ba ko malulungkot, eh ganun tlga ang buhay. naalala ko tuloy ung quote about sa sand, when you put those sands in your hand, if you hold them tightly, mawawala ung iba, kapag naman niluwagan m, ganun din, but at the end of the day, meron paring sands na matitira sa palm mo at those are your genuine friends. i hope i still have my genuine friends.